This is the deeply personal and unique journey of a woman who was born in Central Asia. Through a series of diary videos filmed in her hometown of Almaty, a melancholic exploration of the unconscious and intimate world unfolds. It presents a lyrical, essential and spiritual anthropology. At its core, the story revolves around the researcher's attempt to reconstruct her memories, showing her inability to go back and symbolizing the loneliness of a human experience during the war. "It will take a long time to heal all the wounds, many deep, invisible wounds - but who wants to think about that now?”